DrunkJournal

For someone who says she is a LESBIAN your life sure does revolve around GAY MEN.

Intelligence is definitely a must, but I tend to have pretty good judgment in friends regardless of their qualities. I have made exceptions temporarily in some cases though, such as needing a friend in a class for projects and stuff even though he was kind of a douchebag. Actually, no, he was a total douchebag. Still is.

Waking up early again, although these days I seem to adapt to waking up early regardless of how late I stayed up. It's just a matter of setting 4 alarms, each one going off a half-hour after the next, for me.

Did you know that not only do I wash my own clothes, but I'm obsessed with making sure my boxers are clean to the point that it takes my washer 2:05 to wash just my boxers alone? I also washed my whole wardrobe earlier and that only takes 1:06. Weird, eh?

One thing I want to do before I die is see a therapist. For srs.

Do you know what I hate? Having no one to talk to. Do you know what I hate worse? Having people who completely drop a conversation midway and basically become a wall. Why are you online if you're not going to talk? I have had better conversations with my cat and she actually responds. Either GTFO whatever messaging client you're using or TALK GOD DAMMIT.

Also, I have an internet crush and I hate it. Why do people act like this is okay to pursue? It's a guy I met on an anonymous chat site who is pretty weird in general, is a conversational wall sometimes, and he probably doesn't even like me that way. Sure, you can say it's as simple as "You're never going to see him, so just get over it" but that doesn't make him less of a person. Sometimes I wish I had some sort of AIM/MSN psychologist to talk to about my problems. Livejournal isn't really doing it for me, because the only person seeing these is a heaping number of TWO (Count 'em, two) friends of mine. One of which I didn't even WANT reading this. I wanted this thing to be read anonymously and by SugarSurge.

What's something I want to do before I die?
See. A. Therapist.

Oh, I guess I could do these weekly or something, or try to anyway. So let's see, I am playing Etrian Odyssey 2 and it is -so- much fun and a good challenge. I have a webcrush on this really nice guy I met on Omegle, meaning that he might be lying to me. And due to my personal insecurities, I think he might be just a little. But nonetheless, he is fun to talk to although the hours he is on are whack and he talks about as infrequently as -someone else we know-. Christmas was pretty great, I've naught to bitch about.

Here is my party:
-Front Row-
Tanken - Protector
Squishy - Landsknecht (Axe)
-Back Row-
Branche - Survivalist
Fig - Hexer
Mamo - Medic

Here is my assortment of guild members I haven't got around to using:
Kitty - Gunner
Ange - War Magus
Strike - Alchemist
Prinny - Ronin
King - Dark Hunter
Psyche - Troubadour

W-what is this feeling? Is this...attraction? Is this what they call...webcrushing?

Silly me, I could've just made all my bitching posts friends only! duh!

I sometimes forget I have this, because I really only use it to bitch about things. But now I want to do so less, because of my friend who reads this (that's right, it's all your fault). So I'm gonna take a break from the smut comic and the less, but still, smutty calendar and just do some practice. This practice will take the form of 3 lists and a random number generator.

I swear, this has nothing to do with alcohol or the consumption of alocohol.

It's just a journal where I can "drunkenly" (See: OPENLY) pour out whatever I'm feeling or thinking at the moment.